Friday, September 11, 2009

School's Started

... a few weeks ago, or more. I know. I was just sitting here realizing how much it sucks that I couldn't experience preschool, kindergarten, 1st grade ... and so on & so forth. Breaks my heart. I see pictures from all these little ones & their first day of school & I imagine how it would have felt if it were me. How excited I would have been, and how excited he would have been as well. I feel so cheated out of so many things. Things I've already missed out on with Landan, and things I will continue to miss out on for the rest of my life. Blah, I'm just sad.


LostinChaos said...

You know Lacey, I never thought of that. All of us PYM moms talking about what grade our kids are in, showing their pictures and such. I feel horrible, I never even thought of what it was making you feel like. I'm sorry. ((()))

Marisa said...

Oh Lacey, I can't imagine how you feel about it all. You will have it one day and I really wish you could experience it all with Landan.

You have an award on my blog waiting for you ♥


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